Before the main character became a believer, she always believed herself to be someone with good humanity, tolerant and patient with others, someone who'd do anything she could to help whenever she saw someone going through a hard time; she thought of herself as a good person. After accepting God's work of the last days, by being exposed by facts and through the revelation and judgment of God's words, she sees that although she appears to behave well on the outside and refrains from obvious sinning, within her are the satanic dispositions of arrogance, deceitfulness, and malice. The moment someone's words or actions impinge upon her own interests, she detests and judges them, undermining them behind their back, and she causes disruptions to the church's work. Once she gains understanding of her corrupt disposition and her God-resisting satanic nature, she begins to repent to God …